Friday, June 3, 2011

Letter to the one that left me when i was a kid

THIS IS A LETTER TO THE ONE THAT LEFT ME WHEN I WAS A KID

WHY DID YOU HAVE TO LEAVE ME? WHY YOU DIDN'T CARE?
I LOOK AT MYSELF IN THE MIRROR AND I SEE YOU. I HATE THAT I LOOK LIKE YOU SO MUCH. YOU LEFT ME WITH SO MUCH QUESTIONS AND CAME BACK INTO MY LIFE NOW EXPECTING ME TO WELCOME YOU BACK WITH OPEN ARMS AND AN OPEN HEART. I LOVE YOU WELL ACTUALLY LOVED. WHEN I LOOK AT YOU ALL I SEE IS A DEEP, DARK, SHALLOW, SHADOW STANDING RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME. I WOULD RIGHT MORE BUT ALL I HAVE TO SAY IS I HATE YOU FOR MAKING ME THIS WAY.

THIS IS THE GUY I AM SUPPOSE TO SAY "HI DAD"

2 comments:

lahana said...

...thank you for being so brave and honest by posting this. Your reaction to him coming back makes a lot of sense and he sure missed out on spending time with a wonderful person. You are so smart, spunky, and thoughtful...maybe one day he'll earn back enough trust to get to see that.

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