Before you leave her think  Think about all the times she’s held you down Think about all the time you felt home in the tight grip of her arms or the warmth of her smile  Think about how low her eyes got and begin to get lower with every kiss  How she loosens her body for you  & allowed you to take off her clothes while she feels your body  Think about the moans & the deep breaths she gave every time you got inside of her  & how she bites her lip & laughs because she fucking loves it  Think about how much your heart raced when you caught her smiling at you  Think about every time she falls asleep on your chest & wakes up in your arms  How lucky you are to allow yourself to feel this new love & how she allowed herself to feel it too  Think about how she’s fought for you so hard every time you tried to leave  How her tears & her begs showed you she only needed you  Think about all the good & all the bad that she’s stuck around fo

You do not get to blame her for why she turned cold That stems off of always forgiving you while you continue to hurt her  For always smiling while in tears & telling you it’s okay for another mistake you made  Y ou do not get to blame her for why she shuts you out  It comes from being tired of trying to open up to you and you closed your doors on her  You do not get to blame her for her new beauty She started finding herself after losing herself with you & to you  She grew tired of telling you to love her  She outgrew you  She grew into herself  She breathed herself in & let herself be her  The clothes that showed off her legs, enhanced her breasts, outlined her curves The clothes she didn’t believe she could wear due to you doubting her, insulting her because of your fears.. Those clothes she fit perfect  All the compliments that she wanted to hear from you  The mooneyed looks she expected to get from you “YOU LOOK BEAUTIFUL”  All the go

She's Strong  Because she's been vulnerable to the point of breaking  She's so isolated  Because she's felt alone while "Loving" someone  She's guarded  Because she's scared to allow someone to come in, get to know her  and leave her with broken pieces of her heart to make whole ... Again  She's angry  Because she is so used to the heartache and tears  She's a double standard  Because she wants to love and feel love but doesn't want anyone to get near her heart  She taught herself  Raised herself  Shaped herself to be what she is today  She's confused  Because if something good happens to her and stays  she wonders what did she do to get it  and how long it will stay  She wants to be able to let it all go and let it all in  but she doesn't know she's different  She's been convenient for everyone   until they don't need her  She's wiped her tears  She got herself together

Start Fresh  Leave everyone that harms your mind  you shouldn't have to make excuses for why they treat you the way they do  You shouldn't have to wonder why they don't take you into  consideration when they do what they do  when they lie  when they betray  when they sneak  when they disrespect  See you are a powerful your heart is gold  your peace is one in a million  it's always at risk   But why? Because your peace is a paradise for everyone who sees's it  & for those who got a chance to be apart of it it develops jealousy because they don't have it  They can fuck up your peace pretending to contribute to it  You can lose your peace allowing leeches to suck the paradise away  Cleanse yourself from them all Get you back  Get back your smile  Get back your body  Get back your MENTAL Fix yourself  Plan your life and above all  follow through with it  Stress happens  but allow yourself to be able to ove