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Before you leave her think 
Think about all the times she’s held you down
Think about all the time you felt home in the tight grip of her arms or the warmth of her smile 
Think about how low her eyes got and begin to get lower with every kiss 
How she loosens her body for you 
& allowed you to take off her clothes while she feels your body 
Think about the moans & the deep breaths she gave every time you got inside of her 
& how she bites her lip & laughs because she fucking loves it 
Think about how much your heart raced when you caught her smiling at you 
Think about every time she falls asleep on your chest & wakes up in your arms 
How lucky you are to allow yourself to feel this new love & how she allowed herself to feel it too 
Think about how she’s fought for you so hard every time you tried to leave 
How her tears & her begs showed you she only needed you 
Think about all the good & all the bad that she’s stuck around for while you kept leaving 
Because when you step out the door for another time 
what you find totally normal could be her last goodbye 
& when you realize she’s the one 
She’ll forget you 
She’ll move on 
& everything she’s done for you 
She’ll do for someone who never had to make her work hard for something one-sided 
And it’ll hurt
To be in love with someone who’s not in love with you anymore 
So before you walk out that door and close it off anger 
Think 

Are you ready to allow all of this to happen?

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