She's Strong
Because she's been vulnerable to the point of breaking
She's so isolated
Because she's felt alone while "Loving" someone
She's guarded
Because she's scared to allow someone to come in, get to know her
and leave her with broken pieces of her heart to make whole ... Again
She's angry
Because she is so used to the heartache and tears
She's a double standard
Because she wants to love and feel love but doesn't want anyone to get near her heart
She taught herself
Raised herself
Shaped herself to be what she is today
She's confused
Because if something good happens to her and stays
she wonders what did she do to get it
and how long it will stay
She wants to be able to let it all go and let it all in
but she doesn't know she's different
She's been convenient for everyone
until they don't need her
She's wiped her tears
She got herself together
She made herself independent
so when it comes to depending on someone, she denies it
She doesn't allows want to be this way
Angry
Uncomfortable
She wants to grow from what tortured her
She wants to be cautious but still allow someone to be close
She wants to lay her head on someone's chest and feel safe
Not lay in bed and wonder why what she brings to the table wasn't enough to consume
She wants to start new
Close up the scars
Open her mind to new love
To a new meaning to happiness without relying on herself to make it happen
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