It Was My Fault Too

If I hadn’t let you in so early

& if I had taken shit slowly

And did not quickly put you as the center of my world

then I wouldn’t be so disappointed in you & myself

See it’s my fault too.

I automatically gave you my heart

I wanted to forget the tears, fears, scars & pain from my past.

I automatically gave you my trust knowing what I’ve been through.

Instead of proceeding with caution.

I zoomed in.

Vulnerable, eager to just love someone new & eager to be happy with someone else

Forget my past

Forget what I have been through

I just wanted to love

& be in love

All because I wasn’t happy with myself

So, it’s not all your fault that you hurt me

It’s not all your fault that you broke me

& it’s not all your fault that I cried myself to sleep last night from the pain

It’s my fault too

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Why did I create this blog?

WELCOME TO MY BLOG!! HELLO THERE! My name is LUNA & I would like to say welcome to my blog! People go through many things in life & can't really put their fingers on it or describe it. I understand how being unable to talk about feelings creates a big void in their life. Throughout the years I have wrote many poems & spoken over many topics & I feel it is time for the world to hear what I have to say. It is not intended on changing anyones life or make anyone do what I want them to do. But if it helps that's amazing to hear!!! I am taking suggestions on topics to write about so let me know below in the comments or if want it to be confidential then feel free to email me. Thank you & once again welcome!!

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