She's dismissive
She's open
She's a pessimist
She's an opportunist
She's giving
She's selfish
It's weird how in the beginning it was easy to figure her out
How when it was hot and heavy she was this perfect girl
She was the one who was so calm, happy, and supportive
At times you notice when she was out of it
But addressing it seemed stupid because she snapped right back
How come now she's different?
The snap backs took longer to come in effect
The smile that made you fall in love seemed to barely show now
What is going on with her?
Instead of only getting to know what made her happy you should've wondered what harmed her
Yes it is understandable that the past has nothing to do with you and she may have seemed to have it all figured out and show she's fine...
but she's human..
What?... You didn't know?...
What?... You didn't know?...
She decided to make it look like she's okay all this time so you couldn't see the baggage she carried...
She wanted to show true strength in the beginning, not knowing it wouldn't last because your warm hugs and supportive talks
your power over her unwillingly allowed her scars to show and her heart to grow
Her fear before you was that she'll never be happy
Her fear during you is that you'll leave
Her fear now is that you'll know the real her and you will do the same thing
The one where she gave her heart to help her lovers
She healed and in return she got hurt
She gave away her secrets in hopes to be understood
Understood as to why she acted the way she did
Instead she was judged
she was open to understanding their agony
they were dismissive to understanding hers
she was patient when dealing with their scars, their PTSD of pain
They were intolerant to hers
In fact they craved her pure hearted blood using the knife of betrayal
Yet she remained strong through it all
She survived
Her game plan was to be there for you
To love you
To cherish you
To heal you
It was never to open up and have you slowly figure her out
How you knew some of her story with her body language
You knew she was still healing from some things
Things that left her soul for dead
You know this
So when you see her acting different don't dismiss it
let her scars breath so you can be by her side as she allows it to officially heal
Be the person she is
Don't heal her
Just stay by her side as she heals herself
Don't judge her
Her insecurities, depression and over thinking
Misery doesn't define her
The action of mending herself does
What?... You didn't know?
She wanted to show true strength in the beginning, not knowing it wouldn't last because your warm hugs and supportive talks
your power over her unwillingly allowed her scars to show and her heart to grow
Her fear before you was that she'll never be happy
Her fear during you is that you'll leave
Her fear now is that you'll know the real her and you will do the same thing
The one where she gave her heart to help her lovers
She healed and in return she got hurt
She gave away her secrets in hopes to be understood
Understood as to why she acted the way she did
Instead she was judged
she was open to understanding their agony
they were dismissive to understanding hers
she was patient when dealing with their scars, their PTSD of pain
They were intolerant to hers
In fact they craved her pure hearted blood using the knife of betrayal
Yet she remained strong through it all
She survived
Her game plan was to be there for you
To love you
To cherish you
To heal you
It was never to open up and have you slowly figure her out
How you knew some of her story with her body language
You knew she was still healing from some things
Things that left her soul for dead
You know this
So when you see her acting different don't dismiss it
let her scars breath so you can be by her side as she allows it to officially heal
Be the person she is
Don't heal her
Just stay by her side as she heals herself
Don't judge her
Her insecurities, depression and over thinking
Misery doesn't define her
The action of mending herself does
What?... You didn't know?
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