Before you leave her think Think about all the times she’s held you down Think about all the time you felt home in the tight grip of her arms or the warmth of her smile Think about how low her eyes got and begin to get lower with every kiss How she loosens her body for you & allowed you to take off her clothes while she feels your body Think about the moans & the deep breaths she gave every time you got inside of her & how she bites her lip & laughs because she fucking loves it Think about how much your heart raced when you caught her smiling at you Think about every time she falls asleep on your chest & wakes up in your arms How lucky you are to allow yourself to feel this new love & how she allowed herself to feel it too Think about how she’s fought for you so hard every time you tried to leave How her tears & her begs showed you she only needed you Think about all the good & all the bad that she’s stuck around fo
You do not get to blame her for why she turned cold That stems off of always forgiving you while you continue to hurt her For always smiling while in tears & telling you it’s okay for another mistake you made Y ou do not get to blame her for why she shuts you out It comes from being tired of trying to open up to you and you closed your doors on her You do not get to blame her for her new beauty She started finding herself after losing herself with you & to you She grew tired of telling you to love her She outgrew you She grew into herself She breathed herself in & let herself be her The clothes that showed off her legs, enhanced her breasts, outlined her curves The clothes she didn’t believe she could wear due to you doubting her, insulting her because of your fears.. Those clothes she fit perfect All the compliments that she wanted to hear from you The mooneyed looks she expected to get from you “YOU LOOK BEAUTIFUL” All the go